A Letter From Prison Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

Sometimes I wonder torn between my heart,
Torn between my heart and my mind.
And I feel my body to see if I'm in,
If I'm in tune with what I find.
But I don't know how to feel.
And I don't know what to feel,
Anymore.

Anymore.

Wanna be the decision-cision
Kill free things. I feel a difference inside.
I'm a boy who's so sick of searching.
Maybe there's a heaven nearby.
So should I let these thoughts out,
Or should I let you in?
Its so easy to be alone.
Look within.
Will I find home?

I just don't know
How to feel.

Feel
How to feel
How to feel
Feel

Feeling so afraid like I am stuck here,
Like I am stuck here and can't move.
I like to watch the sunsets lighting the warm colors.
The warmth it blinds the truth.
But I don't know how to feel, don't.
And I don't know what to feel anymore.

I keep on hurting myself.
Tearing off the skin, I let it burn at the touch.
What I've lived, what I've learned
Though it may be the truth, truth it hurts.
When we have something inside that no motherfucker will touch.
No I won't think like you.
If I did what am I trying to prove?

I just don't know...
I just don't know how to feel.
I just don't know what to feel anymore.

Unheard Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

Thrust your hand through her wave.
What was on the other side
Of the flowing blue carton?
You're most alive before you died.
If we cry underwater,
We can hide the suffering
Then go rejoice in life's splendor,
'Cause death awaits like an old friend.

So do you dance with the whirling wind?
Becoming the voice of the ring up in the air.
Do you dance with the whirling wind?
Becoming the voice of the ring beyond *earth's atmosphere / the stratosphere.*

I'm here to tell you something's lurking from another side
For I am longing to see us in our true nature
So where are you when all the mirrors of this world are shattered?
Well tonight it seems though maybe things will go unheard.

Now there's an unheard presence.
It screams about our aliveness.
'Cause now the night is split and bleeds.
Or did it tell you to be set free?
A bullet into faceless nights.
it seems there's no place to confide.
I think I see myself in you.
Some web will only hide the truth.

We need to believe in something
'Cause everyone seems to be dying to be set free.

I'm here to tell you something's lurking from another side
For I am longing to see us in our true nature
So where are you when all the mirrors of this world are shattered?
Well tonight it seems though maybe things will go unheard.

In life until they die
So unheard in life until they¼ until they die!

[mumbling]

I'm here to tell you something's lurking from another side.
For I am longing to see us in our true nature
So where are you when all the mirrors of this world are shattered?
Well tonight it seems though maybe things will go unheard.

In life until they die
So unheard in life until they¼ until they die!

Going To India Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

Going to India when the love breaks.
Going to India watch all elephants.

Fly away from the pain.
Strap us in, 'cause the priest can't get us like an old guitar.
There's a place full of waste,
Where it is everyday on the corner playing his sitar
Gotta go 'cause I know I should've flown,
Left nothing too exact to create yourself.
*If she goes she'd say, "Yeah,
On my 'cause it feels like my love has lost itself."*

Going to India when the love breaks.
Going to India, watch the men charm the snakes.

Run away from the pain
'Cause you know that there's nothing left to lose when you're chasing a dream.
Get up high when you go 'cause you know
That she's bumping inside and she needs to scream.
Find a place where you'll face into haze
And the dark shade feeling that captivates.
*Your faith into nature*, that is, invent yourself; don't change your ways.

And, oh, how confusing this love can be.
You get the fuck out.
But don't you lay... don't lay.

Going to India when the love breaks.
Going to India watch all elephants.

Fly away from the pain.
Strap us in, 'cause the priest can't get us like an old guitar.
There's a place full of waste,
Where it is everyday on the corner playing his sitar.
Gotta go 'cause I know I should've flown,
Left nothing too exact to create yourself.
*If she goes she'd say, "Yeah,
On my 'cause it feels like my love has lost itself."*

So fly away.
Don't fly away.
Don't you fly away.
Don't you fly away.

Turning Inward Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

Turning in, what else am I?
*Through your game what else I'm doing.*
Pondering a world of hope.
Watching the flying doves.
But, say farewell to faith
And tomorrow's dream of life
'Cause merely today is
The day that I will die.

So don't forget me
If we don't make it,
'Cause I'm so scared.
Standing naked.

Maybe one day I'll figure out
What is going on inside.
My kind grows so angry.
Sometimes feels good to cry.
And, can you feel the void between us?
I guess I'm the one to blame for this.
Maybe one day we'll meet again,
Losing our self in the seas.

The sea is left.

Don't forget me
If we don't make it,
'Cause I'm so scared.
Standing naked.

And I can't feel the pain
Of this world and want to
Become as wide as
The *shy and* forest.

Just one last caress
Of a Pacific.
We can be one tonight
Through the pain and the fight.

Turning inward 'cause of you.
Sometimes the ones we heal
*Are piled up* of the rest.
Two words unable to mesh.
So let your face devour our dead skin
Leaving us fresh and free from old sin.
Maybe we'll have one last caress
Like it will be our last breath, so -

Don't forget me
If we don't make it,
'Cause I'm so scared.
Standing naked.

And I can't feel the pain
Of this world and want to
Become as wide as
The *shy and* forest.

Just one last caress
Of a Pacific.
We can be one tonight
Through the pain and this fright.

Benkei Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

Benkei
Hey!

You're so beautiful...

*Insecure*
Like a tire.
You're always locked up by yourself.
Wasn't there when you died.

I didn't get to bury you...
I didn't get to bury... *look at you* -

One last time

You're so beautiful...
You're beautiful...

First I'll wait
*These patches are blown.*
*The system is in my heart.*
Are you happier now?

You know I loved you...
But I think I love you more -

Now that you're gone...

Oh, you're beautiful
You're so beautiful...

When you ran through the fields...
With all those pretty flowers
That smelt good.

Got to run... through the fields.
Had to run... do you run?

You're so beautiful...
(Bring me back to the fields... 'cause I'm *losing power.*)

Before We Die Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

Before We Die
Can the creatious night learn to prototize?
The sun sealed the day, after painting canvas sky beautifully.
And now I watch the people rolling by my window,
Wondering if they have found what they are looking for.

'Cause everyone has, a sad song inside that will forever keep us alive.

So where are you? Oh, my listless one.
Are you still there writhing in what is gone? Because
If we don't go within then we may go without
Elation left to follow the silhouette of secrets.

Protruding evening, perhaps searching for
A new world before, before they die.
"Cause everything wants to give its gift to this silent world.
Before they die.
Die.

Where are you, oh listless one?
Are you still there writing a sad song?
And will protect our love and, oh! how I long for
The rolling hills covered in nothing green grass
Where our thoughts will in touch our skin.

Can the creations night learn to prototize?
The sun sealed the day, after painting canvas sky beautifully.
And now I watch the people rolling by my window,
Wondering if they have found what they are looking for.

'Cause everyone has, a sad song inside that will forever keep us alive.

'Cause everything wants to give its gift to this silent world
Before they die.
Die.

"My Animal" (1998)

Hope Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

Let me come and break the night
I wanna come and fuck away the night
I can make out the vague screams of trees
As they burn and die
Will I watch it leave so boundless and so free
Drifting carelessly I snuff with whispers so gently

I hope
All I do is hope

Let me come wash away your fears
We go play in the tides of tears
This seems like the year that I will rip off all my skin
And then I'll be exposed to those stars up in the sky
And they will blow no wind
I would have to shed my light

I hope
All I do is hope for the blind man
Hope for the crippled man
Hope for the dry old smile
All I do is hope

I watch the leaf, boundless and free
Drifting so carelessly ready for bed
Trees they scream, boundless and free
They scream so gently
That this love will never die

This love will never die
Hope for the the blind man
This love will never die
Hope for the the blind man
This love will never die
Hope for the the blind man
This love will never die

I hope
All I do is hope for the blind man
Hope for the crippled man
Hope she will smile again
All I do is hope

Clear Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

And my mind was confusion
like thoughts of clouds in the sky
Wanted to touch the water
So Ii could feel that high

That day was so full of bliss
I feared the coming of night
And I had to feel my tears
As they burned my eyes so alive

Take my mind out
So I can be clear
The pure blue skies
It seemed to kill the tears
It seemed to kill these tears

And her mind is confusion
The dots that eat the blue sky
They never understand me
And never have even tried

I just wanted to be lost
So I could see what's inside
Nothing to say to you people
You remain so fucking blind

Take my mind now
So I can be clear
The pure blue skies
It seemed to kill the tears

Take my mind now
And It's confusion
Black and blue skies

One day I will be
One day I will be
One day I will be
Clear!

One day I will be clear!

So when mind's clear from confusion
Like a blue cloudless sky

There'll be nothing to say to you people
You're forever fucking blind

Take my mind now
So I can be clear
Dark and blue skies
It seemed to kill the tears

Take my mind now
And it's confusion
Black and blue skies

I'm A Cloud Lyrics – Boy Hits Car

And you will heal yourself when the rain begins to fall.
Feel the fire
Burning inside us all.
Remove me
For going in unchained.
Blow away for yourself and gather again.
And, listen to the conversations of the sea.
Inside us all
There's a quiet beach.
If we fall into ourselves we will become free.
I myself could use a little clarity.

I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

I am so full of you.
I am so full of me.
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing.

I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

Then I opened up my mouth.
I'm a cloud.
And these words they seldom come out.
When I looked into her eyes I cared enough to wonder why
She'd want a cloud that's *fucking around.*

But I feel it's time to say goodbye to fear.
And feel the fury of these tears
As they run down my face
I can feel her so far away.

'Cause I am a cloud.
And I am so afraid.

I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

So don't you come and gather at me in this haze.
I sit at home and feel the sun's daze.
*I should tell me not to little everyday.*
I blow away remaining unfazed.

When I feel the there's something crawling out of me
I'm just a cloud watching the moon rise.

These motherfuckers stepped on me,
Tried to fuck me from behind.

'Cause I am a cloud.
And I am so afraid.

And I... I am.
So... full of love.

I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

I am so full of you.
I am so full of me.
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing.

I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

I am... so full of love.
Love!

I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of love.
I am so full of...

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